cos we had a bad day!
Tuesday, August 01, 2006 at 2:13 PM
sup sup! (:today is a freaking bad day! real bad day! hmmph. thanks to mr ong peng guan, chinese teacher of broadrick secondary school! hate him.. ugh! first of all, we went to the theatrette. then hear mr jaffar crap. okay, nevermind. after his crapping, we were asked to follow them to take their luggages into the chinese language room. after putting their stuff, we went back to class. Then halfway, during ending of maths, we were told to go find them again.. 0.o then we went again. ms vasughi talked to me about something too. yeap.. will follow what she say bah. Then to the theatrette. met my friend, lucky she was someone not so quiet or boring! haha, she was quite active too. at least i talk to her she answered. heard from elaine the girl she took, so quiet. Everything only shake or nod their heads. But now its ok for them. hah, great! hope they wont bring trouble to my elaine. if not ah, she will cannot take it. then after chatting with them a while, mr ong came to us & tell us not to go for the CIP we are having in the afternoon. then we were like wth? because we planned this for so long, and in the end we cannot attend. so i was thinking, wah, sihui and xanne how to cope. its like i last minute back out, they will surely be upset de. i was very angry, so i said to mr ong nicely, that we planned this so long already, then he started yelling already. i was even more angry. but i controlled my temper. i didnt shout back or anything. i kept quiet. then back to class, my face was black like charcoal. then the class was super noisy. feeling pissed off again. grr.. nvm. i controlled again. Then sihui cried again. firstly in the morning, she cried because we laughed at her hair. okay, i apologised for that already. then, she cried again during recess. non-stop ok. i was like, what the hell do you want me to do? like a cry baby crying non-stop. i was feeling so pissed. really. i almost burst out, but i didnt. then i went to the toilet to chill. after chilling, went to recess. didnt have the appetite to eat. then mr ong saw me again, he was like scolding me again. then after that to elaine and yvonne. what the hell? how many times u wanna scold. damn. then later alicia talked to him nicely when they saw him again. then he argued back again. AGAIN! i didnt lose my temper. i controlled. Then, came the fourth time ok! i was sitting at the piano with alicia. and he came up to me and alicia and he was like," you think im a very nice person to bully right? that's why u wanna take advantage of me right? i tell you, im someone not easy to be bullied ok. you show no respect.." blah blah. ARSE! hmmph! then after he scolded me, i stared hard, then i cried. couldnt take it. UGH! hmmph! then go to a corner, see sihui crying again, i was even more angry. then went back to class, see sihui keep crying, got even more angry, just a CIP only wad. cry cry cry, then later heard from alicia that she told eliza that she want a penknife. alicia was very very angry. i got more angry. i went to alicia and im like, eh i got penknife, give her ah. so we went to my class. i went to my pencil case and took out my small penknife. alicia took it and throw it onto her table. telling her to cut herself now.. then sihui was like saying, " stop scolding me already la, i very luan now.. " then i was like, even more lost! i just sat at the corner. cannot even think properly. then alicia scold until she cry. i see her cry, i also cry. then elaine and yvonne also cry. everybody cry. then i was very frustrated, because its like, u know, i have a responsibility to take care of sihui. & she just wanna end her life liddat? damn *****! its like, god gave you a life, u must cherish it wad. why come and say wad wanna cut yr hand. u even promised us before. u hurt us so much ok! & not only from mr ong and sihui pressurising me, even my mum too. that's why i cried hard. sorry people, if i scared u or sth.. really sorry. just feel so vexed up! but anyway, its all okay already. in the end, brought my china friend out with yiru and eliza, together with yiru's china friend. went east coast cycling! (: had fun i guess. love the sea! big and wide llike my never ending love to everybody, especially yang yang! ^^ muacks! because of him, i was happy. thanks to him!! ((: ty !! hope this whole week, i will not get anymore scoldings. i dun want to cry again. i hate crying! i hate it! ): take care people! (: ADIOS!
message of the week:
to my dearest ruru:
hey girl! had fun with you today. hope to enjoy with u more the upcoming days! (: really got to know you better. & realized that, you are not only cute, but also someone nice to chat with! you wont hesitate to tell me yr probs which i liked that, because i dun want you to suffer alone, i want you to let it out! so anything, come find me! LYN FOR RURU! always saying that! haha.. you will never walk alone OK?! muacks girl! lyn lyn is always here for you de. no matter what, you will always be my ruru in my heart! (: love ya babe! muacks!